Looking back I see a pattern.

why did it take so long?

UPDATE:

Dave and I are so over for multiple reasons: (1) He's an alcoholic - really bad, yelling at ME everytime HE got drunk (2) He didn't do anything for me for my b-day... not even a card. (3)He cheated on me with 3 or 4 girls (4) He didn't even have balls to tell me he cheated on me.. i got that from his GRANDFATHER!!!!

So I made up these posters w/ his picture on it and it said that he was a grimy mo fo and he has herpes... then i spread em all over town... under all his friends windshield wipers ... and  i took it to the party he was at.  Now he wants to beat Zack up ... I guess he ... well i dont really know why he wants to do that but whateva..

And last night, His friend Tony and I were driving in the bush and saw dave .. i guess tony just wanted dave to know nothing was goin on and we were just drinkin a beer but Dirty Dave was drunk so he became violent... so we were leavin and what does he do? He threw a full beer can in my face..WAY TO GO TOUGH GUY..

what a cunt..

Deadly suspense, eh? Dave and I made up about 3 hours after that post. Weeeeeeeeeeee.

i don't really know what else to say so thats all for now.

i'm an asshole...?

Yesterday, dave went to an orthopedic surgeon to get the diagnosis for his knee.(skating accident, kinda) I went to drink with a girl i work with (yes she is only 17) and i didn't get a chance to actually talk to him until like 10... so when we finally get to talk he tells me to come get my shit cuz we're breaking up... BECAUSE i didn't call him all day so that means that a) i'm stupid b) i really dont care about him at all and if i did i would've called to see if he was ok. he tells me that because of this i am a horrible girlfriend. i say that it doesn't make me a horrible girlfriend it was just and asshole thing to do and i wasn't really thinking it would be a huge deal. he tells me i'm stupid. then he tells me to get out and almost starts to cry. i say i'll go if you seriously wants me to leave but not if he's just saying it to get a rise out of me. he tells me to stay if i want. ... haha i stayed. well he didn't touch me all night and he put a pillow in between us while we slept.

I'm so over it. and no - i dont love him and i never will. He is a good guy but not (NOT NOT NOT) the guy for me. So, do i break it off? Do i just let him do it? Or, do i just stay with him for now and wait it out until... whatever..? Well honestly, unless he breaks up w/ me like today I'll probably just stay with him and wait for god knows what. why is that?